Wednesday, 29 May 2013

Confusion:Our DNA

            I have seen in a mov­­­­­ie, where a doctor confesses to the protagonist in a movie with an inclusion of little sarcasm in his statement. The protagonist who is helping the doctor to meet his task will go off the track for some time, and then the doctor in a sense of frustration, anger, disappointment, pity along with little maturity calls him as a “confused sperm”


I personally feel no human sperm can be excluded without this tag on it. Yes, we are the most confused living being available in our human known universe, and the hilarious fact is ‘it’ can’t accept the fact that it is a confused kind. We, the confused kind seem to face this confusion right from our mere existence of maturity, let us excuse the first 15 years(pity, this number is decreasing gradually) of every individual. Those are the only moments which are far away from duties, burden, responsibilities and  a hard criticism from our society which lets us to get a pointed finger for whatever we do, no matter how cruel and how moral it is. The only target of society is to let the individual feel that he is doing something which is against to human race. We have hundreds of heads out there supporting those non-existing principles of society whom themselves feels as a messengers between the society and people by forgetting the facts that the society itself are those people.

Meanwhile, take our own acquaintance who will be the first to show down a hallow path to us and forces us take it by creating an illusion that no other path is ready to accept ‘us’. In the due process, somewhere in the brain, a hormone triggers us to take a chance for ‘change’. Indeed a good start.  Yes, change is the best inevitable thing ever existed, but the path of change is uncertain. We humans can’t reside to a certain thing for certain amount of time. A mere doubt evolves again in that little brain of this poor being “whether this decision of ‘change’ makes sense or not”. All of the sudden, this acquaintance again appear and will try to convince that, we are stupid; the decision which we have taken is also stupid. It will let all these stupid things of ours in the weakest moment of our life which is again objective. This leads to the feeling of incompetence which is the primary reason for the lack of contentment in every individual.

I dunno how all these uncertainties (blahh.!!) rules our human life. But I personally take ‘it’ as our birth right. Being a homo-sapiens, we are equipped with certain unspoken privileges which reside in every cell of our body and we can use them without a fear of getting caught to society.
Now the question is not about the path or how we use it but, here some of the heads are more concerned about the existence of this confusion. It is provided that confusion exists in every part of our human body, and some fails to balance it. This group failed to keep the whole system stable by using ‘not so important’ ability everywhere (‘which is not appreciable’) which makes the situation even worse.

Coming to this movie,
After going through extreme outcomes from his doings he will learn and attain a state where his problems will be solved by understanding and accepting the reality of life. I can’t say how he overcomes his confusion (!!!!Even though that is only the concerned part over here). In this movie he hadn’t removed his confusion; indeed one can’t eradicate it simply. It’s not something which is humanly possible. However, he overcame it by using common sense which is implicitly required...!!!!

P.S: Told you human brain is a confused kind..!! this post is the best example I guess..!!!
        Don’t worry; you have 6 billion people accompanying you in this fact..!!!




Friday, 10 May 2013

Does it matter ??

I dunno what kind of ideas resides in ones brain. If something unexpected (in worst case scenario) expected too, happens, one will freak out feeling like they have encountered some alien invasion in our earth.

Keeps on bothering that the whole thing one believed is a fucked up shit, feels like jumping from a top of cliff without a parachute. Weeping for the whole life like a child who has missed his/her way back from school, throwing tantrums on every living being possible. Sniffing for the clues and cursing any second person who interferes with this volcanic mind at that instant.

Let me come to the basic point, how one feels the existence of relation or what things prove the existence of relation. Is it the daily calls, whats app texts, timing texts of letting them know the common existence of sun and its revolutions?

I dunno man..!!!! I don’t offend the people who believe that the above doings only shows the existence of relation but I feel like
  “What a sarcastic thought??”

Do we really need that?? Heartily, not always...!!!

Then what we ‘expect’ heartily..?? ..!!! Yeah.. Yeah..!!! ‘Expectation’...!!!!.Now I became conscious about what I am trying to put up.. “Expectation”. Again what type of expectation, at what time and how long this expectation is to be expected?

Expectation is somehow relates to give and take policy. “Hey buddy, we are not talking about business here to include policies”

I guess business is lot better, at least it follow some specific trends even though some are not ethically accepted.

Again, relation is something divine, immaterialist, eternal, and unworldly.

“Oh..!!! damn.. enough” .. don’t freak out with those impeccable chants.

It’s an illusion and a blind belief formed by relating something to belief, faith which are so powerful so that no one questions out and also no one peeps out if the boundary line (which is restricted to mortals- as theists says) 

Business is lot better. There a cheat will be called as cheat irrespective of the emotion. But in this world of illusions, world of divine relations no one can imagine how far it goes and in which direction it ends. Some are bind by the thoughts of rituals, culture and traditions (forgot about the part of some sense and little nonsense in it), but we fear the most, we are bound by some narrow thoughts and are tied to a rigid walls of our belief system.

But what bothers me is that, until when this whole scenario continues even after the age of maturity, even after having a responsible family of wife, kids and a society tagging with us, even after the time where you are close to leave your life out of you(as they say).

Where am I???!!!!... Yeah..!! yeah.. Expectation..!! Which is the first step for disappointment, what if it mixes with hope: trust me; it will be the dangerous thing which makes a person impractical, unrealistic and pushes them to the world of dissatisfaction. It makes a man insane.

A controversial thought, hope is the best thing which ever existed, a major source of existence of every good and bad. If this ‘hope’ is not there everything will be shattered and will turn into ashes.
  
Again, what do we expect and how long we expect?
As a human being, and a south Indian, we expect nothing but little time towards us, it may be the care, concern, anger, frustration. We just expect little time to share from his/her schedule. That’s all we want sorry, we expect.

How long:
A hypothetical thesis, it completely depends on person, if one is too stubborn, having tons of patience, trust, in the least concern “need”, then time doesn’t count. It describes and resides in every level of relation.

Theoretically, we are considering ‘need’ as the least concerned element, but practically that is the only thing which is powerful.

 Need: It is a diversified search, business, emotional, physical, and mental. Every person and other will adjust in one of the above criterion to sustain in a long term or a life-long relation (again illusion), at least one will try to keep it eternal.

Does it really matter to analyse the above shit..!!!!!
Yes, you know why? This shit smells good and describe who we really are, and what we are meant to be.....!!!!!!!!!

P.S: Please forgive but consider my immaturity in my ideas.
P.S: Also don’t relate to any but correlate to yourself.
P.S: If you don’t give a shit about above, don’t worry, include me in that list.
P.S: Just for my satisfaction to reach my expectation. I am not sure how much part is true. If it is ideally zero. Don’t worry I am not messing with you.