Saturday 29 June 2013

No 'non-sense'

We are defined by our own thoughts. Is it so?? It’s just the desire in our thought that gives an impact on our behaviour. The harder the impact of thought in/on ones brain the nearer we get to oneself.

How could this whole thing work out??

Well, we have a space for belief system in our cerebral brain. The ambiguous question is, is it the combination of thoughts that makes a belief system or is it the belief system that procures these thoughts. How can one control and play with them??
I failed to figure out myself..!!!!

The one who needs his path to experience a palindrome shift between two extremes needs to be clarified..!!! When one wants to get oneself under control, when one is ready to give away, when one doesnt easily get affected from external aspects, when one is ready to accept everything..!!! We can map all these instincts to a ‘phase’ when mortal life reaches almost to an end.. !!

I feel that, belief system follows the process of adaption or a mere inheritance. This process of adaption may be from the society, elders, family. It resides not only in our brain but also our heart. So whenever we make a decision irrespective of logical and emotional part, i.e., we use either or brain or heart or sometimes both even though they travel in opposite directions (almost in my case) while making decisions, this belief system is gonna affect it blindly.

Thoughts are something diversified, but our thoughts are bind by our belief system. The boundary of the thought is coated by this belief system either consciously or unconsciously. In any way it is playing a integral part.
Now the critical part: Is it possible to get rid of the umbilical cord between belief system and thoughts??
Infact, is it gonna make a difference if they are bound to each other. Yes, sure it does make a difference. Thought interprets as something which is boundless, and must be free to explore any extreme. If it is bind by our own belief system we are simply not allowing our ideas to follow its heart.
A controversial aspect, if a thought crosses its belief system barrier, then its physical being life is miserable. It pushes one to cross one’s own boundaries and allow doing something different which intern turns to be either great or a miserable twig. Either one is meant to be done without standing a chance. One must have real guts to do that.

A Harvard psychology Graduate says that “Our behaviour is defined by our own thoughts. If you can’t make it, just fake it. Fake it till you make it, fake it till you believe and behave it. It will be done not by external miracles, but from your own thoughts itself. The deeper the intensity, the better the outcome will be..!!”.
I was wondering what will be the limits while faking our behaviour. What boundaries will be set for that??  Forget about the outcomes. But, does our belief system have any part to play in this scenario??

My logical sense stopped working there itself, my emotional intelligence is saying that enough of your illogical senses and just shut the random things you are writing and post this in that stupid blog of yours...!!!









Sunday 2 June 2013

Err..!! a brief "about me" i guess...!!!

1. Last beverage- pulpy orange
2. Last phone call – Didi(Inquiring me whether I am dead or alive)
3. Last text message- Some unknown number(still tryin 2 figure out)
4. Last song you listened to- Lazy lad(Ganchakar)
5. Last time you boozed- in my 2nd year graduation i guess..!!

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone - yes, in Indian style
2. Been cheated on?- No personal experience with that. But I get how dumb it makes one feel.
3. Kissed someone & regretted it?- Nope.
4. Missing someone special?-hell yea..!! my b.tech faculty..!! kaams mam..miss yu..
5. Been depressed?- hell..!! ya. mostly
6. Been drunk and threw up? – Not reachd till ther..!!

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. white
2. Black.

HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends - Yeahhh! I'm not impressive in tat.. but ya .. some
2. Fallen out of love- ya..!! wid my latest blog too..!!
3. Laughed until you cried- Yeah. During one nyt, after retrieving some pretty memories
4. Met someone who changed you- Yeah. I dunno what exactly but I can feel the difference.
5. Found out who your true friends were- Yeah I did! BOOKS, INTERNET
6. Found out someone was talking about you- Oh.!! no .. m nt a celebrity type... 
7. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list- Nope.
8. Been to a long drive- ya.. in my childhood.. 4 bicycles,, 10 km. 3 hrs..!!
9. Been into a serious fight- Ya.. hardly thrice i guess..!!
10. Do you have any pets- two fishes..!! small ones.!!
11. Do you want to change your name- Never.
12. What did you do for your last birthday- since 3 years, i m starving for contention(dunno why..??!!)
13. What time did you wake up today- Around 11(weird though..!!)
14. What were you doing at midnight last night- texting .. fb, watsapp.. wat not.. n reading some blogs..!!
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for- for now..!! my frnd b.dy..!
16.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life- I wish I had better decision making
17. What are you listening to right now- tholi prema- emaindho ee vela
18. Most visited webpage- Google, facebook, way2sms,youtube

1. What's your name- sandeep 
2. Nicknames- Deepu, sandy
3. Relationship Status- ( I may complain about it. I may curse or cry about it but..) I m happy Single soul.
4. Zodiac sign- Aries
5. Male or female or transgendered- male
6. Describe yourself in five words- Rational, adorable, Humorous, Weird, and Transparent
7. Talents you wish you had- I wish I could flirt efficiently
8. Most important interests- Books over people(printed are somthn eternal) , Writing, Admiring
9. Height-5’10.
10. Circumference-Medium
11. If you could anywhere right this second where'd you go- Goa, venice
12. Do you have a crush on someone?- Crush ..!! ha ha..!! 1 mb data is needed..!!
13: What do you like about yourself?-  valuing others:mostly gals(literally more than myself...) don’t curse..!!
14. Glasses- Ha ha..loved thm.. I do.!!!
15. Tattoos- No, but thinking of getting some (still in the process of thoughts)
16. Righty or lefty- Righty...!!!

FIRSTS :
17. First surgery- Nope :/
18. First accident- Hadn’t crossed the tablet till now.
19. First best friends- Bannu and the rest followed ;)
20. First sport you joined- Shuttle
21. First pet- None.
22. First long vacation-.sarnath I was 7 years old.
23. First concert- none..
24. First crush-Akhila(wen i m in 12th std.. )(if yu r seeing ths forgive me..!!)

RIGHT NOW:
25. Eating- Sweet.
26. Drinking- Thumsup.
27. I'm about to- surf net.
28. Listening to- Bob marley – Rat race.
29. Waiting for- Tomorrow..2 eat chicken biryani..2da is satrday though.. !!yummyy

YOUR FUTURE :
30. Fav car? Ferrari.
31. Want to roam whole world? YES. Who else.!!
32. Careers in mind? Management field

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
33. Lips or eyes- Lips
34. Hugs or kisses- Hugs.
35. Shorter or taller- shorter than me!!!bt not too short..
36. Older or Younger- Older r younger.. nt a big deal to me
37. Romantic or spontaneous- spontaneously romantic
38. Lean r few pound extra - Err..I m lil attracted to bubbly ones
39. Sensitive or loud- Loud, as m sensitive
40. Hook-up or relationship- Relationship.
41. Trouble maker or hesitant- Trouble maker. Lol..

HAVE YOU EVER :
42. Kissed a stranger- No..!! but crazy experience one gets r8.??!! Pchhh..!!
43. Lost glasses/contacts- “your eyes n glasses are bonded forever”.my mom used to say ths
44. Sex on first date- Errr..!! no date
45. Broken someone's heart- Yeah ,people say m good at tat..!! i don really know..!!
46. Had your own heart broken- OH YESS! Lotta tyms
47. Been arrested- Nope. Whats my frnds for?
48. Turned someone down- Yeah(still no regrets).
49. Cried when someone died- Yep.. recently my frnds father..!!
50. Liked a friend that is a boy?- yes,.. i m definite no gay kind..!!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
51. Yourself- no, tats the biggest mistake i ever regret
52. Miracles- Yeah I do. But, they never happen to me.
53. Love at first sight- if it is fr the first tym then its lust..!bt still . ya .. i believ it.
54. Heaven- Let me enjy here first
55. God- Athiest..!!!:P
56. Kiss on the first date?- ya.. in movies..!
57.Karma-i m nt afraid to say tat i strongly believe it.!!
58. Culture- no comments..:P
59. Humans- difficult though.!! but who else we live wid..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
60. Is there one person you want to be with right now? – Yes..My self
61. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? – Frgt abt plural.. No singular till now..!!
62. Have yu ever lied?- Hell lotta tymss..!! who else..
62. Posting these as Truths?- YOU read them.

P.S. I'm still thinking how the owner of these qstns(i modified some) will react after seeing my post..!!