Does it matter ??

I dunno what kind of ideas resides in ones brain. If something unexpected (in worst case scenario) expected too, happens, one will freak out feeling like they have encountered some alien invasion in our earth.

Keeps on bothering that the whole thing one believed is a fucked up shit, feels like jumping from a top of cliff without a parachute. Weeping for the whole life like a child who has missed his/her way back from school, throwing tantrums on every living being possible. Sniffing for the clues and cursing any second person who interferes with this volcanic mind at that instant.

Let me come to the basic point, how one feels the existence of relation or what things prove the existence of relation. Is it the daily calls, whats app texts, timing texts of letting them know the common existence of sun and its revolutions?

I dunno man..!!!! I don’t offend the people who believe that the above doings only shows the existence of relation but I feel like

  “What a sarcastic thought??”

Do we really need that?? Heartily, not always...!!!

Then what we ‘expect’ heartily..?? ..!!! Yeah.. Yeah..!!! ‘Expectation’...!!!!.Now I became conscious about what I am trying to put up.. “Expectation”. Again what type of expectation, at what time and how long this expectation is to be expected?

Expectation is somehow relates to give and take policy. “Hey buddy, we are not talking about business here to include policies”

I guess business is lot better, at least it follow some specific trends even though some are not ethically accepted.

Again, relation is something divine, immaterialist, eternal, and unworldly.

“Oh..!!! damn.. enough” .. don’t freak out with those impeccable chants.

It’s an illusion and a blind belief formed by relating something to belief, faith which are so powerful so that no one questions out and also no one peeps out if the boundary line (which is restricted to mortals- as theists says) 

Business is lot better. There a cheat will be called as cheat irrespective of the emotion. But in this world of illusions, world of divine relations no one can imagine how far it goes and in which direction it ends. Some are bind by the thoughts of rituals, culture and traditions (forgot about the part of some sense and little nonsense in it), but we fear the most, we are bound by some narrow thoughts and are tied to a rigid walls of our belief system.

But what bothers me is that, until when this whole scenario continues even after the age of maturity, even after having a responsible family of wife, kids and a society tagging with us, even after the time where you are close to leave your life out of you(as they say).

Where am I???!!!!... Yeah..!! yeah.. Expectation..!! Which is the first step for disappointment, what if it mixes with hope: trust me; it will be the dangerous thing which makes a person impractical, unrealistic and pushes them to the world of dissatisfaction. It makes a man insane.

A controversial thought, hope is the best thing which ever existed, a major source of existence of every good and bad. If this ‘hope’ is not there everything will be shattered and will turn into ashes.

  

Again, what do we expect and how long we expect?

As a human being, and a south Indian, we expect nothing but little time towards us, it may be the care, concern, anger, frustration. We just expect little time to share from his/her schedule. That’s all we want sorry, we expect.

How long:

A hypothetical thesis, it completely depends on person, if one is too stubborn, having tons of patience, trust, in the least concern “need”, then time doesn’t count. It describes and resides in every level of relation.

Theoretically, we are considering ‘need’ as the least concerned element, but practically that is the only thing which is powerful.

 Need: It is a diversified search, business, emotional, physical, and mental. Every person and other will adjust in one of the above criterion to sustain in a long term or a life-long relation (again illusion), at least one will try to keep it eternal.

Does it really matter to analyse the above shit..!!!!!

Yes, you know why? This shit smells good and describe who we really are, and what we are meant to be.....!!!!!!!!!

P.S: Please forgive but consider my immaturity in my ideas.

P.S: Also don’t relate to any but correlate to yourself.

P.S: If you don’t give a shit about above, don’t worry, include me in that list.

P.S: Just for my satisfaction to reach my expectation. I am not sure how much part is true. If it is ideally zero. Don’t worry I am not messing with you.